start again ! today, the sun rises again as uaual. i am ready to start. just enjoy learning, speaking englihg withoust stress. making a big smile, keep it up !
learning foreign language is really hard. i am studying every day through a variety of ways. it's very easy to forget what i've studied even right before. when i try to speak in english on the spot, i usually feel very hard to remind of things that is even just a simple word. i feel like i am a fool. eveyday i am frustrated, everyday i decide to start again..... i'm not able to imagine when i am speaking fluently... but i am going to keep it up.......
i can feel thesedays that i can express what i am thinking in english a bit easier than before. so i feel getting better. i have been usually thinking that my english always looks same, even though i've been studying hard form 5 mohths, it seemed that nothing has been changed. so i has been so depressed and i felt i was a fool. anyway i can feel a bit better than before a couple of days ago. so i am very pleased ! i will keep going ! thank you !